Patience..

I keep praying for patience. And I keep thinking my prayers have been answered. But, then I learn, I'm still being taught how to be patient.

I feel like I have so many things looming over me right now. Things I can't control.

I want answers.

I want to make decisions.

I've got nothing. Not even patience, it seems!

I need to keep praying and keep trusting. My inability to control some situations gets to me. Not like mad, or upset, just my nerves. I have ulcers in my mouth and I'm sure it's because of my lack of control, or patience.

I waited patiently for the Lord;
he inclined to me and heard my cry. —Psalm 40:1